Ive never felt more alone than today.
I just want to know why?
Why do people end up leaving me always, specially when I need them the most?
It's my fault isnt it?
Of course it is. I dont need to be here.
God, why am I still here.
Is there a way to accidentally die on purpose?
I'll find something.
Im not strong enough to even do it myself. That's how weak I am.
No friends, I dont know what happened. But I saw it coming.
A family who would hate me for telling them how I feel.
Nobody to talk to.
The one person that I can trust my life with,
I end up pushing away.
I believe its for the best.
But it is so hard.
Why cant I be normal?
Why can't I just be cherished. For once.
or am I bound to be forever dispensable.
Worthless is what I am. Only good for being used.
I just want to know why?
Why do people end up leaving me always, specially when I need them the most?
It's my fault isnt it?
Of course it is. I dont need to be here.
God, why am I still here.
Is there a way to accidentally die on purpose?
I'll find something.
Im not strong enough to even do it myself. That's how weak I am.
No friends, I dont know what happened. But I saw it coming.
A family who would hate me for telling them how I feel.
Nobody to talk to.
The one person that I can trust my life with,
I end up pushing away.
I believe its for the best.
But it is so hard.
Why cant I be normal?
Why can't I just be cherished. For once.
or am I bound to be forever dispensable.
Worthless is what I am. Only good for being used.
