so bad, its almost unbearable.
It hurts that I cant move on.
But yet , I'm happy you have, even though its killing me every second.
Im ashamed to to be happy for you, because it makes me so angry at the same time. I'm a fucktard. The fuck is wrong with me?
Ugh excuse the language.
I just wish you wouldnt show it so plainly and openly like that. Its destroying me.
Well, maybe it is good youre being close to heartless. Hopefully it'll help me see that I need to get over it faster.
