Sometimes, I have to remind myself why I'm doing this. Because honestly, Im starting to forget. All these negative feelings are overiding everything. But im holding on to our cracks. Trying not to look back. I know what I feel, but I just dont know if its what I want, for the lack of a better word.. Ive gotten like this before many times, but thats the problem. Why does it still come back? My unsureness of us is something to be reconsidered.