Thursday, October 28, 2010
Im not sure how much more I can take of this. This feeling. It's tiring you know, always waiting for you. This illusion of love and hope. False hope. I just end up always getting let down. What am I supposed to do now? You see. Im so exhausted, being like this. staying up nights. Waiting. Crying. Im tired. Am I so bad to not want myself to feel this anymore. Selfish is what I am, I guess. I can't take this anymore. I can't do this anymore. I don't think I want this anymore.
