Denial.

That's the state I am still in right now. I've been crying all weekend, howbeit it has yet to hit me to the point where I am a devastated ruin - which I know will happen soon. Shit...I'm already a wreck, imagine how I'll be in the next couple of days. Don't even want to think about that right now.


I just wish I could've said goodbye. 


Life, you are a cruel friend.

M.E.P.